| In bed |
[29 Nov 2009|12:53am] |
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I don't think I should try and love anybody
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| big loves |
[23 Nov 2009|02:58pm] |
Forgot I hadn't shown Deenie here handwriting on my letter xo
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| secret |
[23 Nov 2009|02:33pm] |
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Sometimes I wish I never started trying to get better and just lived with too much to restrain
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| <>b> friday nights |
[15 Nov 2009|10:39pm] |
Just another sober night at the gay bar with Queen Candy
+ Brraces off!!!
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| Internet!! |
[10 Nov 2009|10:23pm] |
Birthday dressupd when you have to stay sober and shot red cordial
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| 6 month reward.... |
[10 Nov 2009|10:15pm] |
with text "fiat justitia (let justice be done, Justitia omnibus "l"Justice for al", Libertas inaestimabilis res est "Liberty is a thing beyond all price"....or just Liberation at the bottom. :)
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| 6 months no drinking.... |
[10 Nov 2009|09:48pm] |
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| Again |
[20 Sep 2009|10:40pm] |
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Hospital tomorrow..back to the cockoo nest
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| When friends jump off bridges |
[16 Sep 2009|06:27pm] |
And here we stop
The hounds no longer trail
Probably staying wet for years
Small hands won't feel you don't want to hold them,
just that you can't
Laying in your matress body
One you have no choice to attempt to destroy
Bones, body, that had given up but resist to leave you breathless
And I hope you can feel comfprt in familar sheets
And remember to ask "Why do I need feet when I can fly?"
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| alone outings |
[16 Sep 2009|06:22pm] |
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Representing my girls
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| nothing is very intresting in hospital |
[10 Sep 2009|03:08pm] |
For my Deenie
and for my health
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| Splendour |
[14 Aug 2009|10:36pm] |
Went to Splendour in the grass recently. Flaming Lips was that happiest crowd I have ever ever been in. Decided to rock out some ballet costumes that I'd bought thinking there would never be a place to wear them. Also got drug searched because i had my camera lens in my tights one day and just as I was about to walk in it decided to slip down my leg. Apparently it was the worst case of smuggling the police officer had ever seen. Pretty amused when it was just part of my camera and didn't care if I took it in. My actual photos that haven't seen this page for many months shall return very soon, I promise. Then you can check out how I wear a spandex body suit. sweet.
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| other halves |
[14 Aug 2009|10:25pm] |
I MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN EXPLAIN
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| still here |
[01 Aug 2009|01:47am] |
So i got my bi polar under control enough to be out .Adjusting to the big world again is hard.
Promise to upload photos soon of some amazing times.
I miss too many people to count. My rats aren't sick anymore. I bought a taxidermied bat. I learnt that one valium is equal to about 3 drinks when you're drinking.
go here. http://community.livejournal.com/ruguru/805753.html
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| red robin |
[18 Jun 2009|05:25pm] |
SEEING SIMON AND GARFUNKEL TONIGHT!!!!
Oh, and as od a few weeks ago I'm a red head again
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| sisters |
[18 Jun 2009|05:19pm] |
Despite still being in hospital and not really being aloud to drink having some beers reminds me that these times in the photo above are still going to exist in the future, cause i've missed it one hell of a lot.
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| night away |
[12 Jun 2009|06:34pm] |
Still alive, still in hospital, still living day to day.
Missing too many people
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| Right now, at this moment, I am the happiest and saddest I have ever been |
[01 Apr 2009|11:13pm] |
One of my rats Yumi has a chest infection and needs two mediciations twice a day :(
Today I also got screws inserted into my gums for my braces and can't think very well because I had to double my medication.
Getting there
Ps: Send me a sketch of the tattoo Deenie x
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| little lines |
[15 Mar 2009|07:34pm] |
Addition to my skin
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| The storn |
[08 Mar 2009|05:57pm] |
Sometimes when all the faces of your past are brought back to life it is nice to reflect and see if you are still indeed the same person and how growing up doesn't have to mean growing apart.
(photo Rhi's birthday picnic)
PS: Jill get back to me soon about new LJ so i can track your every move
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